I’ve decided that one thing I can work on is this blog. Here’s the deal, I have to keep myself busy. I’m not allowed to “not do anything” anymore, so, I’m going to need some projects or activities to keep me busy. There have been times in the past when I’ve kept up this blog to a pretty good degree, and it was kind of fun.
I’m turning 33 in April, and I have the ability to either learn lessons at random as I have been doing up until now, or to direct my own education. To direct my own abilities with the experiences I have had up till now to form a better picture. A more fulfilling picture. I’ve been preparing for this moment for a lifetime.
I’ve been thinking about things for a while, in the times I haven’t posted. I was thinking about how sometimes I get caught up in this idea that I have to do something in order for life to be acceptable. What I mean is, I obsess about doing something, and getting that thing done that I let other things in life go.